There was always this last letter. And, there were thousands of them last letters & no one really meant the end. You were the one where I really showed what it means to love. I remember so fondly the time. You have my heart and taken it well maintained. But I have loved you and I still do. I miss you. How could you ever go. How could you separate your way of my so much? How could I do so many things. How could I ever think to give your countless lies? You always said I was the perfect girl. I have still not understood until now why you leave me if I'm this perfect girl yet. They always said I'm the only one. I am & no other will ever be. It is understandable that everything just ends. Sure nothing is forever. But why did the end come so early? Why are there all the endless end? You tell me honestly hurt, broke down and more and more down. You tell me I was worth that little? How can you after all this time together Just be matter so how can I? I am ashamed that I had everything, absolutely everything done for you & you left me here so fond. Thank you! Have not you noticed that it hurts? Know you it still hurts. This pain eats away at me & I will not depart from the site. There were always these perfect dreams. You know I've struggled at the end and still got lost. Supreme thanks to your mediocre! & The bemitleidenste is still so much I depended on you. I up despite all your bad deeds still love you. It's been so many days. Even weeks & you're still here in my head. I remember. Of you, of your art. On your laugh and your spells. Because you could laugh with me. Because you showed me where is the right way. You have taught me many incredible new things. Did I really again shown how it is to be truly happy. Why I've ever had with me? As I've earned at that time? & Why are you leaving? & Clear it you need not ever feel sorry for what you did to me all-no! I mean these tears and all the pain passes. At some point I may be way off about it. Again be able to laugh with people who really serious about everything. Of such a will as you are. One simply loves and for ever. The heart & soul touches. Where one's smile automatically conjures up in his face. It was you not, I have understood it. But still can not be forgotten. All of these Letters I am still close to me. You know I can always read it through, think back to the time with you and shine. Sure it hurts but the memories are still the best thing. It may be over. But everything has an end and where the end is, there's a new beginning. Somewhere to Go. Somewhere it is on mountain you have to know where to look. .
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