Right now I just do not know everything I'm coming or going. I do not know just what I want, if I still want to? I do not know. There are so many guys where I think how nice it would be if I could fall in love with those. But you can not force it, even if it is now and wants. The trouble is, you're the only one who makes me happy at the moment, but somehow I will no longer permit it. My heart is closed. I do not know why, but somehow I am myself not sure if I want it. The reason is because it determines guys are where I think it would be perfect. But actually I should not think so. Love just happens, you can not help it. Even if it sometimes wishes. As you stood before me, I never thought that you can ever capture my heart. I never expected, but it happened. Yes, so it was. It was always like that, I always had one goal in mind, every time I've done something but did not come on, now it is so I do nothing, but it is making progress. At least, piece by piece. I do not even know what it is for you. But is there such moments in which I think you would be all the same, you would not even notice that. The more I'm a head about it, I'm always insecure with the whole idea, and thus go away this feeling for you. But it is so when you look me in the eyes, is that such a deeper look, I can not ignore it. But I want it, but then hits me again my bad conscience. & Somehow I can not but give up then, it's my heart that speaks to and fro and not themselves know what it is. But actually I have to look the truth in the eye because the truth is that you're the boy that makes me happy and where I want to be. Although I realize it will not, but it is so.
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